The Climb - Part 2

just post this note at my facebook 3 days ago :)

so here i am in the lab waiting for the pizza as our lunch today hehe
uhmm... just finished all of my midterm an hour ago.can't clearly describe my feeling now.

happy because i've been free from the test? hmmmm not really!
sad because i can't answer well? hmmm maybe....
afraid of bad score? hmmm yesss i guess soo..

after almost 4 years in this kind of university life. i justt won't give up like hmmm i mean.. with a bad score.

i've been trying to survive in this 3 years and 8 month with all the things i can do. i really doing this in a hard way. well.. at least i really do! i still remember when i don't even sleep for 2 nights just to get that 2 or 3 credits and i was crying all the night to finish my study and all the homeworks.

now.. i almost arrive at the finish line. i do cherish my university life and i just won't give up with the math!!! T_________________________T i finally mention that ---> Math!!! Calculus, Probability, Engineering Math, etc... i ALWAYS failed because of 'them'. not every people understand what i feel, thanks for encouraging me with 'math is fun!! you should love it and try them more.' you know.. when you feel like you hate something and you are forced to like it.. what do you feel?? honestly, it sucks!

i'm a math-idiot. yes.. its the fact. i even can't count the simple math well. i'll do my best to 'like' it and to get those credits. Geeezzz!!! ok.. deep inside my heart, i realize that my character is.. being formed by those math. i believe, i can do all the things through Him who is my strength.i believe as walk this journey with Him, i'll finish well because i had started with Him. another journey is waiting for me and they will greet me soon.. the most important thing is i know He always by my side.. as the time goes by, i wish i could ready for it :)

still this note inspired by The Climb-Miley Cyrus

Big thanks to Father J who never tired to accompany me