A Heart For You

Hai :)

how's your weekend? :)

i have a great sunday actually :)) i don't know why.. but i just felt so happy hihi

so.. early in the morning i woke-up. uhm.. about 5.15 or 20 i guess. took a bath n preparing for that day's service. i was really nervous because i was the worship leader but i thank God for His graces.. He always successfully-make-me-feel-comfortable as i come to serves Him. not just as a leader, but as a servant who really want to serve the best for her/i master.

it's not about me! how great i am... NO! i repeat: NO!!
but it's all about Him, Jesus. the one

i sat on my chair and began to pray for the whole 1'st service that day. suddenly, i felt like He's gonna put something new in every heart who really seek Him.. something is upgrade-ing.. a new hope.. a new love.. a new faith..

i can hear His voice clearly as He whispered: " I  love you, My child. I love you because I created you... you are Mine and there's no one, nor a power can draw you away from Me."

i was strengthened because i know my God is always with me :)


so.. i walked to the stage and He took my part.. i felt like i didn't lead the worship at the time. i felt like i just say and sing what was come into my mind and my heart.. i just want God's-lovely-children enjoy His presence.

after the service i felt more peace inside my heart. more powerful. more faith. more love.. esp. to love Him day by day.

i wanna live for You. not by might. not by power. but by Your spirit. i'll shine for You. glorify Your name so others can see You-are-real through me.

not by our service but by our true life. save the lost!!

a song came to my heart:
Tuhan inilah yang ku tahu.. Kau mengenal hatiku..
Jauh melebihi semua.. yang terdekat sekalipun..
Tuhan inilah yang ku mau.. Kau menjaga hatiku..
Supaya kehidupan memancar senantiasa..

"so God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them." Gen 1:27